Two years have come and gone now,
And the pain hurts just as much,
As the morning you were taken
And I missed your last sweet touch.
There are days I don't want to be here,
Or maybe I just want you back,
There are days that I'm so angry with you,
Felt you gave up and turned your back.
Some days I think of the pain I caused
Wouldn't have blamed you for giving up hope,
Maybe you thought by leaving me,
It was the only way I'd cope.
But I know that's not true and I am coping Mum,
I just wish you could see,
And then I hear you whisper,
How proud you are of me.
And we've all kept on surviving
And following your light,
Cause even though we miss you so,
Memories of you are burning too bright.
Peter is so big now and so clever too,
Silly me, you know that, I understand,
Cause there are times when I don't know where to turn,
And I feel you hold my hand.
Today the hole in my heart
Has opened a whole lot more,
And this morning I woke up again,
Wishing you would come through the door.
Even though I'm used to it now,
It still takes my breath away,
To know I'm not gonna see you,
For another, heartbreaking day.
My Mum, my friend, my angel,
Longing to have you here,
Missing you too much for words,
But I know that you're still here.